& were gonna just let go of everything, holding back our dreams. ♥

I haven't been on here in so long I have forgotten how to do everything! haha! Oh BUT, I am ENGAGED NOW! Me & Zac got engaged in Dec. One day when I got home from work late at night he told me to pack my bags. He wouldn't tell me where we were going. So then he took me all the way to the top of a mountain and had us a cabin up there it was SO adorable. I still had no idea he was going to propose. So I was like freaking out about the cabin and trying to put our bags inside and once we closed the cabin door right there he proposed. I cryed my eyes out and everyone knew about it but ME! I still don't know how he did it! But he had even talked to my boss and i got the next three days off too. It was AMAZING.
 
So now, I've been planning a wedding. Were getting married next year in Oct. in this little old church in the mountains. I can't wait! I graduate college in Dec. I just turned 20 a few days ago.
 
So much is happening! And Zac has joined the Army National Guard. He leaves in July for training so i might be on here more because Im going to be so lonely. :( But it's what he wants. So im going to stick by his side.
 
But I just wanted to post this because I want to start making more sets again. and to just give the ones I used to talk to an update. If your even still here! ♥

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This is what I'm wearing today! I have spent my whole off day doing Psychology & Stats homework & I still have more to do. :(
 
So i'm rocking VS pink yoga leggings & a grey sweatshirt with boots. ♥ I was so excited I finally got a pair of the yoga legggins and to top it off they arre black&orange and say VOLS across the back! I love them! & they were on clearance! (:
 
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This is literally what I wear everyday to work & school! Love it. ♥
 
Leggings//Sweaters//RidingBoots//Scarves. ♥

I know I haven't been on here in FOREVER. SO, while i'm sitting at home completely miserable and bored and depressed I figured I might as well update you guys, well the ones that still get on here regularly. (: I've missed the companionship from all the girls on here. It was so nice to have people to talk too and get advice from. I'm gonna start trying to get on here more. (:
 
WELL. To start off these are just a few of the pictures I found on my facebook. It took me forever to upload them to here. LOL I'm not used to it anymore. But anyways yea, that's me and Zac in some. and then the other girl is my BEST FRIEND FOREVERRR Whitney. (: Hahaha. She's my PIC! Partner in Crime babbyyy. ♥
 
I've grown up alot in the past year. . . but also gotten younger if you know what I mean. I work practically full time. I pay bills now. I got so stressed out at one point I just wanted to quit. But over the summer I've lightened up. I try to go out and have fun with friends a few nights a week. I stay with Zac ALOT. I swear he's literally been with me through it all.
 
So i'm working. and I start my SECOND year of college in Aug. Yea, i can't believe it either. Time is flying. . . I'm having ALOT of family issues right now. Its been hard and getting hard. I'm just so blessed to have my friends and family that truly care and love me for who i am. Otherwise, I would be insane at this point. ♥
 
I've been applying for a new job. . . because the one i'm at isn't very pleasing. hahaha. Seriously. . . OH YEA. I GOT A CAR!!! I don't know if i've said this?! lol It's a 2009 Nissan Sentra and i LOVEEEEE IT! I named it Becky. (: I paid for it ALL IN MY NAME BABBYYYY. ♥♥♥ I make payments though. . . but its so nice its worth it. . . I have literally done everything myself. . gone to school. working. paying for everything from food to gas to phone to car to everything.
 
But that was just an update. PM me if you wanna talk. . . I'm so bored. and I could use someone to talk too. ♥
 
♥ you guys, (:

&& I've given my life to the only one, who makes the moon reflect the sun. Every starry night, that was his design. ♥
 
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Oh, Sweet Summertime. (:

-- I honestly cannot believe it's already 2012! I feel like this year will be Amazing. ♥ 2011 brought me many good things, like graduating high school, getting a new job, etc. But it also brought many sad things, like the end of me and zac's 4 year relationship, me growing up and getting older. ♥
 
I can say that i am a better and STRONGER person, that's for sure. ♥
 
I'm turning 19 in less than 2 months. I am starting my second semester of college in less than a week, I have a management position at my job, AND I've found an amazing guy, who accepts me for me. And has completely changed my world and my life, for the better. ♥ I've got some amazing friends that have pulled me through the past worst 6 months of my life. Getting over Zac was the hardest thing i've ever been through. . . and they were there through it all. (: Plus, out of all of that heartache and pain, I've met someone who TRULY understands me. And we both have come out of serious relationships. So we understand each other and we aren't rushing into things. He's the BEST. ♥ I'm honestly for the first time in my life. TRULY HAPPY.
 
I'm so excited. . . Just excited for my life. Just excited to see where all this takes me and where i end up.
 
I know, i will be completely different in a few years and i'll look back and laugh. But i did that today. Looking back on my high school years. and i'm SO different now. But i love it. ♥ I love everything. ♥
 
Things aren't perfect, but i'm still happy. (:
 

Oh, and i have this slight obsession with John Mayer since i heard one of his really old songs yesterday, SO please go to youtube and look up slow dancing in a burning room LIVE. It is absolutely AMAZING. (:
 

Ps. PM me if you want to know more about my guy, i don't feel like gushing all about him because i would end up writing a novel, and i'm sure someone will get agitated. haha (: So anyone who wants to know details just PM me and i will spilllllll. ♥
 
Love you guys. ♥ Have a good year!

This outfit is AWFUL i will admit ahead of time. haha (: I haven't been on here in FOREVER. . . . It's very different.
 
I've been super busy with school. and work. :/ CONSTANTLY. Well, i'm going to do my hair, then i'm going to the mall to get some new jeans. And going to check out Ann Taylor (You should look at their clothes, they're GORGEOUS!) I'm off today so i'm pretty happy. and i've got a date tonight. (: Oh yes. lol. ♥
 
Hope you guys had a good christmas & a happy new year!

It beats for you, so listen close. ♥
 
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I'm aboutt to leave and go look at hopefully MY car. (: I'm so exciteddddd. ♥
 
Oh & I love jake hahaha i'm thinking about going to rent like every recent movie.

I love that song. ♥ Uhm Polyvore has changed ONCE AGAIN. I really dislike it. :/ I'm going to look at a car today. Well hopefully if the guy still has it. I'vebeen so busy that i haven't even had a chance to find a car! It's a ford focus tooo (: My dream car. hahaha. Yea it's so practical. ♥ I love it. Todays my first day off in like a week. I have 2 papers too write and i have school tomorrow then i work till close. BOOooo. I can't even think straight im so exhausted. I'm spending my day off driving an 1 hour and a half to look at a car. haha. Goood goooddd. ♥ Man. I hate being old! lol
 
Hope you guys have a good week. ♥

Hahaha i don't know how old he is, BUT ohh myy lordddd. ♥
 
Yess, please. (: